I loved him so much
I gave him my heart
Trusting him
Confiding in him
I thought that maybe
This time
It won't be so bad
The days were spent
Together
I was as happy as can be
Becoming closer
Each passing day
We were friends
Before anything else
Until my life was shattered
And an empty hole formed in my heart
The day he told me he just wasn't ready
Maybe he got scared
Because it was getting further
Into a relationship
And he backed out
Leaving me to deal
With all this pain
At first,
I spent the days crying
Non-stop
Late at night
When everyone was asleep
After a while,
No more tears were shed
But the memories kept
Flooding back to me
And just unbelievable sadness
Was left within me
Not able to face the places
We hanged out once at
I avoided them
And my past memories
Making myself form new memories
Convincing myself
I would find someone new
But I will never
Find anyone else like you
I don't want to lose you
As a friend
But what can I do?
When you wont talk to me
Waiting and waiting
For the day you will
Is all I can do.
