I have so many things to say,
but yet cant say them...
not cos i don't want too,
but cos they all wanna come out together..
i love him so much,
but with each word that comes out of their mouth,
its like a step away from each other...
and i hate that...
i want to marry you,
and i want to be with you..
i want kids together,
and live together in a big house,
husband and wife together as one...
i try to be strong,
i try not to cry,
i hold back my tears until your not near,
i don't like hurting you,
i do try not to make you cry or upset...
wen you cry my heart rips in two,
wen your upset i know its because of me...
i do try to fix it,
i do try to build the bridge back up...
but i do know one thing,
i want to spend the rest of my life with you...
we have our ups and downs,
but no matter what i love you so much...
my best friend,
my soul-mate...
