You were the one, or so i thought!

* OK so this isn't really a poem, actually it isn't at all but it is my story that i want people to hear!!

I just finished grade nine this year and was on the cheer leading team with girls from all different grades, anyways thought these 2 grade 11 girls i met a guy oneday. At first i didn't think he was cute or anything but i couldn't stop thinking about him, then one day he adds me on msn and we start talking. Soon after i do what i do with every guy, i let my feelings for him known. Anyways long story short this guy kept telling me to keep the option of us becoming more then friends open when really all he wanted was action. Then one night i decided i was tired of his games so i promised my self i was over him nd would never let him make me cry again, so anyways that night i went out with him and a couple of friends, one of which is his bff and someone i had become very close too over the past little while ( let em tell u that the guy i liked hated the idea that i was close with his bff) So anyways we were just hanging out me and these 3 grade 11 boys when we start to drink, after awhile me and the guy are like are pretty hammered and stuff and the other 2 guys leave us to go out for a bit. So because i was drinking i had to pee like really bad but he wouldn't let me he just kept blocking the door and making me hug him and shit. Anyways after i finally got through and was done he wouldn't let me move again only this time he kissed me. It was what i want for so long but what i finally gave up on. We started to make out ( it was my first time) and i knew we shouldn't because it meant something to me but nothing to him. So anyways we made out and then things between us went from bad to worse, we were always fighting i was hurt and angry and still had so many feelings for him it was overwhelming. And then 3 days later his bff kisses me!! So now my life got a whole lot more complicated!! Anyways the bff didn't want ppl to know we were deal or w.e because he didn't want the guy i liked to get mad! so anyways after dealing for like 2 weeks we decided to date, and like things have been good since then but like i cant forget about his friend the guy who i really thought wanted to be with me, but really all he want was to fool around with some girl!! :(

* if you have any comments are anything feel free to just write or ask!!