What am I to do?
Being a teen mom is hard
Don�t get me wrong but I love my little girl
But I got nowhere to live
I got no money
I have no job
Her father has nothing to do with us
My friends say get an abortion
But I don�t believe in killing babies
Then they suggests adoption
I say no because I don�t know what kind of sick people would get my little girl
Then they say we�ll help as much as we can
The father knows but he says he�s not ready to be a father
I told him I�m not ready to be a mother either but I am
Then he said fine you be a mother but I�m gone
I�m here alone raising my little angel
She�s 6 months now
Life is so hard
I mean I�m barely hanging on
I don�t have enough money for diapers, baby clothes, or food, or formula after I pay my rent or the bills
I work at the bar to get the money
And when I do get money it to bills or rent then what the baby needs
Then later when I get money and bills are caught up I�ll get what I need if baby is good on diapers or formula or baby wipes
Then I know I shouldn�t have dropped oout of high school
I�m only 17in a half 4 months I�ll be 18_But with all that I went through I�ll do it all over again
Just for Joanna but I call her jojo.
