[this isn't a poem, more like a flow of words that sound poetic....it's how i write]
Picture this...
gone.
It's that fast. Occuring so fast that you don't even have time to breathe. BAM....right there. So quickly you can't even blink. Losing everything so quickly. Anxiety worsens while you drive, and drive.
But Wait, what will become of this? What will happen to everything you every so slightly loved and hated? What will happen to the happiness, the joy's that made you so joyous at times. Just BAM....they lay it out on the table. "YES or NO"...
Picture this-
Gone
But what if you wanted to stay? What if something was holding you back but more kept you going, wanting the relaxed feeling of being "new" again. The feeling of letting everything that ever hurt you and shaped your character just fade; making it seem so--------far away.
It's hard to choose which way to go when there's so much on both sides.
I wish i was just a little girl again. Where I didn't have to make the decisions. As to now where everyone treats you like a child but expects you to behave like an adult. To where when you were a kid, so small and so unknowlegable of what the world could bring at your doorstep. So many rights and wrongs.
How can you leave a life behind thats been so accomplished and so planned...and just throw it over the balcony
