I feel better
now that you moved 2 days away
i can finally cut
without a tear in your eye
remember that smile
remember that laugh
thats gone now
i cut to bleed
i cut to know I'm still alive
wow to think what its like
to be so far away
and think if you miss me?
naa you don't
your free and happy
up in the clouds
is where i dream of every night
when will my day come
or when will you be back again
again and again
i cant get this out of my mind
set me free
unlock my soul from this world
i want to live
yes i do
i want to stop thinking of cutting yes i do
but i cant get past you
maybe next year
when your not here
ill walk and smile
brave and proud
because you wont be here
i sound like I'm a mean person
no I'm not thats right I'm not
i hate when life hits this point
when you have to pick
me or your friend
your friend of course
you don't need me
and i don't need you
a close friend i thought u were
a person i could trust
back stabbed me in the heart
i hate to say
but today is opposite day
I'm mad your leaving
I'm so sad you'll be far away
i hope when you find me
you'll see right threw the past
you were the closest thing iv ever had
you the one that kept me this far ahead
you can say goodbye to that
cause now I'm here
and now your there
happy then we'd ever be together
