Crying

I've been crying all alone
in a secretive empty place
Crying for what seemed like hours
and the tears have stained my face

Nobody really knows me
and no one needs to care
I've got some many issues and secrets
I'm not ready to share

I wish it hadn't have happened
I wish you'd never cared
it never even mattered, did it?
All the thing we shared

But all those things are gone now
nothing is the same
I feel ashamed and upset with myself
I've lost at my own game

I don't know if it was worth shedding tears
or feeling sorry about the way it came out
I just want to forget your love
and leave without a doubt