Reality..or just a bad dream..

I've dug a hole..

&& I kinda fell in..

I fell in so deep..

&& cant get out..

my head is bleeding..

&& I hit a rock...

I am unconscious..

&& I am dreaming..

Actually..

more like a nightmare...

I used to think..

I knew everything..

but I don't..

&& I think thats what scares me...

I used to believe..

I could never make it..

then I made it did..

but now..

I am right back where I started...

I wake up..

&& I am in a hospital..

I have been in a coma..

for 3 weeks..

just lying there..

like a vegetable..

stuck in a bad reality...

But now that I am awake..

was I better off asleep??