Lost in thoughts I cant say,
deep inside me,
they stay.
I keep them locked up,
and they will never escape.
Keep the anger inside,
with the pain and hate.
Act happy,
but inside,
this girl is crying.
If only someone could see,
the pain inside of me.
It might not show on the outside,
except for the cuts on my wrists,
but no one ever See's them,
because i keep them hidden,
so no one will ever be able to see.
Wondering where I had gone wrong,
Maybe I just cant live this life.
Wondering why u always push me aside,
and pretend I'm not there in real life.
I fight and fight,
But I also cry and cry,
I fight to hide the pain inside,
I cry when I have lost the fight.
This girl just wants to hide,
escape from the pain that life brings.
I'm scared to live,
so I just hide.
Im never good enough for you,
Im never good enough for anyone.
This girl screams out for help,
from the cuts on her arms,
and the scars on her heart.