Inside the life of a 15 yr old mind

I guess I'm just another low life teen addict..

Betrayed by the only goodness in my life

But even happiness has it cost now a day

Down and low, no where to go

Everyone has problems

Can people truly see what I've come to be ?

Her reflection tells her something different

I'm sorry I couldn't take control of my own life

The dark side is a place in reality were bad is good and pain is pleasure

There is so much going on in my head, but so little going on in my world

It was like you wanted me to fail, like u knew addiction was stronger than hope

It hurts to remember, its impossible to forget

I built a wall for my protection. I couldn't get out & no one could enter. I wanted to change, I wanted to grow. To gather up my past and just let it go.

Everything is changing now, our paths leading different ways each taken us some where new

Yet I fell upon it quickly, much sooner than I planned. But I wouldn't let it go no matter the demand

So I don't do what I'm told, that's just cause I'm pissed at you

So with every happy day, we'll learn to fix our old mistakes

It will set me free so I don't have to be me

The abused and the broken have tears in there eyes, I am so sick of this !

She had to try to satisfy a thirst she couldn't name, driven by the demons and the devil in her veins

I'm going to live, I'm going to try, living every damn day the best till I die

-- these are not all my lines .. just some of my favorites from a couple of other peoples work ..