Losing It

Standing here, in all of my pain,
slowly suffocating,
drowning in all that i can not control.

Standing here, in all of these years,
wishing you'd have said something,
deafened by my own unheard screams.

Standing here, in all of this confusion,
fighting for my life, wishing i hadn't pushed you away.
Unintentionally,slowly ,killing myself.

Standing here, in your eyes,
wishing you still loved me.
Slowly vanishing into a faded memory.