The last time i talked to you , you made me cry
and i couldnt eat or sleep tryin to say good bye
now you call me like nothin has happened and that we are good
and tryin to make things better atleast how you think they should
you look at me with such hate
and i really dont know right now where is my fate
as i only sit here and cry
tourtering myself saying this long goodbye
your tryin to change my mind about you
l.ike im still suppose to love you
as you hold my hand
and try so hard to to understand
how im feelin and wat runnin through my head
and wonderin if i evn considered anything you said
as i hang my head down and cry
thinkin how i just want to die
because im jus tourtering myself sayin this long goodbye