Contempt was the look I saw in his eyes
When he saw being intimate with another guy.
He looked at me and lashed out in fury,
Cursing the day that he met me!
He punched the wall and said he wished I didn't exist,
& then turned to me and called me an ungrateful little b**ch!
The blue in his eyes quickly changed color
I was now his enemy and no longer his lover!!
Silently he knelt in a corner with tears leaving his eyes.
He clasped his and then asked "God why did u bring her into my life"?
Immediately I ran to him and he pushed me aside.
He then grabbed his heart and then asked
"Do you know how it feels? It's like you've stabbed my heart with a knife"
Slowly I walked away as I hung my head in shame.
What I did was stupid; no doubt it was dumb.
Especially when I knew that deep down he was the one.
It's funny how I involuntarily committed suicide,
Because it was at that moment I hurt him I realized
that I ended my life!