My Destiny

I think I was born to fail
To never have my own life.
I am lost in all that I do
Not even am I a good wife.

I struggle each day
just to make it through
I try to do it right
But it is all wrong for you.

One more hit
Another bruise to hide
I do my best
but you take it all in stride.

You have the control
and remind me of my less worth
I pray the next hit
Will remove me from this earth.

I look at you
And all I feel is fear
And all I do is tremble
When you come near.

I chose to marry you
I thought you were THE one
Little did I know that day
My death had begun.