Wheres the light to lead me Im here in the dark waiting for Im not sure what but Im sure ready for only if it would come quicker looking for love but is that really what I need I need something stronger something that will show me the way self respected thats what I need respect for my self I need to learn to love myself before anyone else Im not happy with my self thats why I do these things to hurt my self I hurt my self time and time again I keep falling in to a deeper hole that put my self in. I sick thats what people say and I agree I need to heal my self. I need to change that way I treat my self need to show my self the light instead of looking for it in other people. I will change I will come out strong and prove to every guy thats done me wrong that Im better then that better just a quick kiss . I will find self respect
