I thought he was the one
From that very first day we met
But I had no idea
That that night I'd soon regret.
He held me so close with his hands in mine
He made me feel like the only one
He made me believe my troubles were all gone
Not even knowing they had just begun.
When that night was finally over
He ended it with a kiss
I thought for sure he'd make me so happy
But I didn't know I would feel like this.
A couple days later I soon found out
He was hiding something from me
Nobody would tell me what his secret was
I had no idea what it could be.
Then I heard that there was someone else
Someone he had liked more
I couldn't believe he had me fooled
My heart fell to the floor.
He's only using me as back up
In case it doesn't work out
So it happened, I got hurt
The one thing I was worried about.
So what happens now, forgive and forget?
Do we just move on as friends?
I just don't know if I can do it
It seems too hard to pretend.
Why did he even kiss me if his feelings weren't that strong?
Why did he have to be a flirt?
I wish he didn't and just told me the truth
Instead of me feeling so hurt.
He would rather have been with someone else
And I know I must deal with that fact
Part of me wishes that we'd never met
But most of me wants to go back.
I don't know what goes on from here
Is he just going to forget about me?
It just sucks to know that I was probably wrong
When I thought we were meant to be.
