I thought you meant it for real
I hoped you meant it for real
I thought I knew you meant it for real
You made me do things I was not ready for
You made me feel things I could not handle
You make me freeze up
You make me numb
How I could ever think you were for me
How I could ever think I was for you
I will never be for you
I will never ever become yours again
What you did
What you made me do
I will never forgive you
I will never see that again
The innocence was in me
But now I feel as if you took that away from me
Not completely, no
You did make me keep one sacred thing
But does that make up for the feelings I have
I feel as if I failed you
I feel as if I was obliged to do so
I know now I was not ready for that
I know now I could not have done that
I know now I should not have done that
You made me keep one thing
Yes
One thing that I wished to keep
But it was as good as boy
As good as
