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Last night
I spilled my heart out to you.
I told you everything,
All that was true.

I told you of my unconditional love
And how I believe you were an angel,
Sent to me from above.

I told you of how I hurt
Every single day,
And how being without you,
Kills me
In every single way.

I told you that wanted to be with you
And that I would do anything
Just to see it through.

As I was running out of emotions,
And I shortened out my words,
You told me the worst news,
That I could have possibly heard.

You were flattered that I cared so much
You said it meant a lot
And that you were touched.

But you couldn't return these feelings of mine.
You said maybe one day you would,
But for now,
It just wasn't the time.

You told me that I was your friend,
And that we'd always keep in touch,
Somehow in the end.

I had to hear
You talk about your love for someone else.
I couldn't bear to hear it,
My throat tightened with welts.

Not only once,
But twice I was rejected.
My love for you was thrown out,
And ejected.

I know in my heart
That you'll someday say,
That you miss me and that you want to
Be together again,
In the good old way.

What if when that time comes,
And you're spilling out your heart,
What If I turn you down,
And keep us apart?

How would you feel
If I talked of another guy?
Would you be happy for me,
Or would your heart just sigh?

The pain I feel is hard to believe
But one day,
You'll be on my end,
And then it will be you
To recieve.