Its going on two months
Since that glorious day.
It pains me to think back to it,
Because since then,
Our love has been swept away.
Its been two months since I last saw you.
Your face keeps haunting my mind,
And our memories are never too hard to find.
I try with all my might,
To forget you and move on,
But I still love you so much,
And that's my deciding reason.
You can't possibly forget all that we had,
We only had good times,
Never bad.
Its been three weeks since I last spoke to you.
Its a terrible pain,
of me missing you,
To deserve such a punishment,
What did I ever do?
You lied about us staying friends.
You said we'd keep in touch,
but then why did all the calls end?
I try to hold on,
but I am being pushed away.
You thought it'd be easier for me to cope,
If you left me with dreams of false hope.
Now I see your motive.
You wanted to slowly let me down,
And then back away,
Hoping I would eventually get over the pain
with each passing day.
Letting me find out for myself
Instead of telling me your true intentions
Hurts all the worse,
and I feel so stupid,
My heart is left with great indentions.
To realize that my dreams of us
will never be regained,
My heart crumbles,
because it is far too pained.
I still love you so much
And since you're held so closely in my heart,
I'll be thinking about you
each day we're apart.
I'll miss you,
more and more,
Each and everyday,
But it's useless to hold onto a love
that is gone,
and has been swept away.
