The feeling I want to Feel

When I to think of motherhood,
I begin to cry.
Knowing that I will never get to experience,
The wonderful gift from God.

He did this for a reason,
Although I don't always understand.
Why I can't have the chance,
That most women receive.

There are women that shouldn't have children,
But yet they always seem to be able to.
There are some women that always dream of it,
And can't do it.

I want to experience giving birth,
And watching my child grow.
I want to know what it feels like,
To have my baby growing inside me.

Some things I will never understand,
And this happens to be one of them.
I pray every night,
That God will change my fate.

I want to hear my child cry,
And watch her/him play.
I want to watch my child sleep,
And tell them everything will be ok.

To hold them when they fall,
To cradle them when he/she is sick.
To feel my child's heartbeat,
And teach them things.

If I had one wish,
I'd be to have a child of my own.
I'd give anything for this,
Just to have a chance.