I love him so much (why?!) Long *My thoughts*

*I wrote this about 1 yr. ago about my first love Jesus who lives across the street from my house ... SUCKS! Please let me know what you think,give me advice if u want to Thanks!

I love you so much cant i get over you!
Why won't he stay out of my head?
Why do i still think of him?
I still care about him..... Why won't he just stay out of my head?!
Why do i still think of him?!?!?!?!?
Does he even think of me as much as i think of him.
Does he think of me at all?
Does he miss me like i miss him?
Man i just wish i had answers, why he left me, for what reason,what did i do wrong?
Does he still miss me, think of me? ANYTHING???
I miss him so much!
I just want to be with him...
(Lost in the Memories)
Feel his Lips on mine...
His voice, oh i miss his voice so much!
His hands caressing my back!
His hugs, his hands holding mine.
Walking with him, meeting his dad...
Sitting with him on the couch. Kissing, listening to music he was dedicating to me.....
Hearing his voice in my ear when i would talk to him on the phone.
Going to his house!
I just love him sooo much! I cant get over him and i don't know why!
It feels so good to be with him, to talk to him.
WHY do i still LOVE him after all i have done and gone through to be with him... for being with him ...
Why do i still care about him even after he left me for Jessica or whom ever that girl was/is?
Man i just miss him so much!
I get so happy when he passes by my house and turns to see if I'm there in the driveway....
It brings a smile to my face to know that he truly does have some feelings for me....