You have this irritating control over me,
You've got me unable to push away.
Something about you draws me closer,
Leaving me vulnerable with nothing to say.
And sometimes at night I find myself sad,
Longing to be held in your arms once more.
I hate that you makes me feel like this,
I hate that you're all I seem to care for.
Because I don't want to get emotionally attached,
I don't want my happiness to depend on you.
It's so hard to catch myself from falling,
And I've found that trying has lost its use.
I never thought loving you would be so much work,
You're so close to me yet so far.
And I've realized that I don't need it anymore,
So to you; I give my heart.
