I feel so isolated
When you are in my presence
Like I don't exist to you
Like I am not even a memory to you
I feel so guilty
When I ask you a favor
it's the way you turn things around
To make it all fall on my shoulders
I feel like crawling in a hole
Or even running away
But I fear that I am tied to you
I can never escape
I pray for you
More than you will ever know
I work hard to bring you a good life
But why should I even try if you stand by another wife?
