I

I stare at the wall,
Helpless and alone,
I feel like a fool,
Like my heart is on loan,
I care about me only,
Im the one i trust.
I will always be lonely
and even when im found,
i will always be lost.
I always feel scared,
In Darkness and in light,
My heart is always torn,
Yet keeping up the fight.
I count my 100 tears,
as they fall down my cheek,
I count my 1000 fears
As i let out a shriek.