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I hate how it's so easy
for me to hide my feelings from you.
Seems like lying is a new trend,
something my heart's gotten used to.

i lie to myself
and ignore the fact that Ive fallen.
I find neglecting my feelings
means never getting broken.

But no matter how much i push aside
what i truly hate admitting.
I always find a little room
for me to continue loving.

its always to my surprise
how you make it so easy for me to love.
I learned wishing doesn't work,
cause you're still the only one i think of.

I wonder how you got me so hooked
when I cant even get you to look my way.
How do you keep me head over heels
at the beginning of every new day?

It's the way you rip my heart open
and I still stand by your side.
Never feeling a sense of regret
as I edge closer to suicide.

For just another person
who stumbled into my life.
it's so cliche to hear
all the treasures I would sacrifice.

i find myself so crazy
in like with you.
i could only hope that this desire
will soon pass through.

I thought with all the hurt Ive already encountered,
someone like you couldn't possibly hurt me anymore.
To an extent you proved me wrong
and the familiar feelings resurface as i begin to sore.

And as much as i try ignoring the fact
that I really don't care, I break.
The more I try to avoid saying your name,
the more i seem to ache.

All this time I played my part
and still I lose at cupids game.
Every time I take a chance,
my heart looses it's shape.