My feelings made clear

Why don't you love me?
a sentence i say all the time
but i never say it to you
that sentence is all mine

i hide behind that smile
agree with what you say
but want to know the truth
it gets harder each day

knowing that you don't love me
feeling my heart in a spin
love only as losers
when will someone actually win?

i was the girl who seemed so strong
so why am i now so broke
im holding onto a dream
which now seems to be a joke

i just want to ask you something
how does it feel to be in someones heart?
to know you are so loved
and you was wanted from the start

but i'll paint on that smile
and face another day
knowing you don't really want me
and knowing thats how it will stay

you know that i like you
but you don't know that its more
because i am crazy about you
its you who i adore

but my feelings will never be revealed
because i know its not what you want to hear
i love you so much it hurts
there you are, my feelings made clear