Painful Confusion.

Your gone now, and I don't exactly know why.
But millions of thoughts are running through my mind.
I look at the picture of us, and I just cry.
People say you will get over it, it will just take time.

I'm afraid that is not true,
And it won't exactly be easy.
Considering the strength of the feelings I feel for you.
I don't understand what is going on.

I keep thinking about all the memories.
All I do is stare in to space.
You don't know my thoughts, don't understand the pain.
In my mind I keep envisioning your face.

Longing for you to kiss me, and express you love to me.
I hate this confusion, I hate this pain.
I'm begging please come back so we can be.
I need you in my life, without you I'm going insane.

I can't breath, nothing makes sense.
Life is so pointless, everything so bland.
I'm no longer happy, just extremely tense.
I just want to be in your arms, and hold your hand.

I can't go on like this, I love you way to much.
I'm not giving up, nor am I close.
I want to look into your eyes, feel your gentle touch.
You might have let go, but I didn't.

This painful confusion is slowly killing me.
I just want you back, I want to call you mine.
I'm going crazy without you,can't you see?
I can't think straight, not even my own words make sense.

I can't help myself, I don't want anyone else.
I'm not ready to let go, not ready to move on.
Who I am kidding, why waste my time?
Your already gone.