I Just Don't Know.

The words that I'm writing don't make sense.
I'm writing with no thought and all feelings.
I'm just letting my pen go.
It makes words form across the paper.

I can't exactly see, the tears are messing with my vision.
I can't exactly feel, my heart is crushed.
I have so much to say.
But it feels like there is no time.

Your gone now.
I have no idea what to do.
I don't know what to live for.
Without you there is no purpose.

I hated watching you walk away.
I have so much to say.
You turned right as a tear slid down your cheek.
That was when I just fell, I was completely weak.

Please come back, that's all I ask of you.
I don't know what I'm saying.
I don't know what to do.
These blank stares are getting old.
Without your arms around me, I am freezing.

Freezing cold.

Someone please help me.
Help me get him back.
The strength to try, is the major thing I lack.

I don't know how much longer I can cry.
Since you've already let go.
I don't know what to do.
I just don't know.

(Well this was something new to me. I didn't exactly pay attention to flow or anything for that matter. My pen wrote while my feelings formed across the paper. I don't exactly know where to put it. So into the misc. is where it will go =[ )