The way i am

I'm sorry for the way I am I can't help that I've been born, I'm sorry that my mom was a wh*** and so aren't I so you say, I must say that I'm lucky for being born with a brain, I can't help the fact that I don't care what happens next for me, love is something I've never had before, and that you gave to me, I had forgotten how to love until you came my way, trust is something that must be earned not given away, you made me fall for you, and I made you fall for me, how that happened I don't know, god thought we were a match and he may just be right, my heart is starting to close, it doesn't want to hurt anymore, someday it will open back up, but until then i don't see what the world has to offer