Choking On A Tear.

With the phone pressed to my ear, I listen to you cry.
The last bit of my heart is breaking.
The only words that come out of my mouth, are why?
Maybe it's not only me, you to are torn and aching.

I hug the teddy bear you gave me, I hold it very tight.
It wipes away my tears, and I wish it was you.
I wish it was you I was hugging, on this lonely night.
To get you back in my arms, just tell me what to do.

I think this is a dream, and it is all pretend.
Honestly, I wish it was a nightmare.
And we were together and this really isn't the end.
Just wake up, and hear your voice telling me you care.

But that won't happen, at least not now.
I thought everything was perfect, and we were in love.
But now your gone, and all I can ask is how?
I can't stop these tears from falling, your all I think of.

I'm tripping on my thoughts, and choking on a tear.
I have absolutely no idea what to do.
Right now I really wish you were here.
Just hold me tight and whisper in my ear.

My thoughts are what's killing me.
There crazy, and they are killing me indeed.
Slowly but surely they are taking my life.
I just want your love, trust me that's all I need.

These tears, they won't stop falling.
I just want to talk to you, hear you say my name.
You, I have to continuously stop myself from calling.
You might not believe it, but our love puts all the others to shame.

I can't stop myself from tripping on these thoughts.
And once again I am choking on a tear.