This Life

I'd give it all away
This life of mine
I don't want to stay
I hate this life
Always the same routine
For once, I want a change
I want to be seen
But I also want to accept my path of loneliness

The choice, is not a choice
It's what happens that matters
Because I will not make a choice
I will live between the lines
Besides the shadows
Dwelling with my fears is fine

The way I am is fine
Part of me will always want to break free
But that too is fine
That part can be sealed
That part which I feared

There are more than one 'I'
'I' want to break free and destroy everything around me, express my rage through a rampage
'I' want to be great at everything and be the champion that I deserve to be
'I' Want To be Charming and always get what I want and Who I want
'I'...want to be at peace
'I'...Just want to be able to cry
'I'...want to Live
'I' Just want to be loved...
I Just want to be me