Maybe

One mistake, two mistake, three mistake, more
What was I thinking, what did I do it all for
Too be cool? Maybe
Too show off? Maybe
Too feel wanted? Maybe
But that's not enough

Wrong I know, yes I do
Who was I trying to fool?
That's not me I know it isn't
I was just pretending
To be someone different

I realize now it was all wrong
Just at the time
I wanted to belong

So now I pray, that even though
I made bad decisions
I will be forgiven
For what I did, in my past,
I promise I want to make it the last
Time for all of it
From now on
I will be me