Never Forget

This isn't a poem it's more of what i feel as in what i should see in my self. and so should everyone els.

Giving you up is hard for me to cope with.
Shearing your love is hard for me to savage.
But keeping your spirit alive isn't that hard. i just think about you and think of how i use to hold you close. and kiss you so.
Life with out you is hard for me now
But if i ever got you back for just one more day.
I would say no... Because losings you all over again.
Would kill me more then before.
I sit in my room. i think why did you go. but then i think
What would life be like if no one ever died?
How would we live. with out knowing that your going to die someday. and that yes your going to hurt the people that you left. but the only way to UN ache a broken heart is too keep thinking you will see them soon. and even if your heart doesn't stop aching. just keep in mind that life comes with happy and sad endings. and one day JUST one day another person will relive that same moment. you did. in the beginning to the end. the only thing i can say to you all out there is yes maybe people didn't go through what you are or went through. but we all know the feelings that come with death. and depression. but you always, ALWAYS have too remember that Acceptance also comes with what you go through. I'm still after going on 7 years in depression and sadness. i have but i haven't accepted the face my little cousin is gone. i still try to hurt myself cause i think it's my fault. when i know deep down it isn't... Ever one needs to know that it"s never your fault. it's meant to happen to make room for more. god may have only let her stay here for 2 months! and i know as life goes on for me i will still ask him why did you take her so young. did i do something wrong. but i know i didn't. He took her for reasons that we are not aloud to know till alter on when it's our time.
All i have to say to you all who are reading this is that the one thing to remember is Always Remember and Never Forget.

Stephanie H