Letter To My Abuser

by ♥•oOo Nikki oOo•♥©   Jul 10, 2007


The Gun Stitched Within My Hand
With Thread That You Have Sewed
The Bullets Lined Within This Chamber
I Feel Somehow Your Owed

Now I'm Blinded To Your Face
My Eyes Are Filled With Pain
My Mind Screams "Pull The Trigger
Before Your Hurt Again"

So My Beautiful Liar..
Swallow All Your Fear
Let Me Know Why I Should Save Your Life
And Shouldn't Kill You Here

Because The Anger Stacked Within My Soul
Screams To Be Released
And Seeing You Dead Right Now
Are Mere Fragments Of Peace

So Should I Take Your Life Away
The Precious Right To Breath
Or Should I Just Torture You
And Wallow In My Greed

But I Guess I'm Satisfied
With Fear Upon Your Face
I Know You Must Realize Now
The Extent Of All My Hate

So If Your Break My Heart Again
Like You Did So Many Nights
It Will Cost You More Then Tears
I Swear I'll Take Your Life

*This Is a Re-Occurring Dream I've Been Having And I've NEVER Felt So Much Hate For Anyone In My Life...And Honestly It Scares Me

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  • 17 years ago

    by Sherry Lynn

    Coming from a history of abuse I can fully understand the overwhelming emotions that seem to take over.

    I wish I could say the nightmares will end; however, for me they have onlly slowed down. Maybe in time I shall be freed from this life sentence that I continue to serve due to the prison (my marriage) that I once dwelled in.

    This poem is fully pacted with the raw emotions that awaken and stir every fiber in a person that has lived through such horrors.

    I do think; however, that capitilizing every word takes away from the strong message and display of hurt and rage that are portrayed here.

    Again, I like the powerful punch that this delivers and the fact that it allows for a release is more reasons than any to continue writing.

    ~~Sher

  • 17 years ago

    by xXxXhes the everything i cudve asked forXxXx

    Wowww. i like this poem and i am terribly sorry for this dream and i hope it will one day go away...juss think positive. well i guess i will talk to you later

    ***ayshley***
    PS. hey maybe you can go comment some of my poems please. i would appreciate it alot and i will return any kind of favor.

  • 17 years ago

    by Paige aka Kayla

    Hey Sweetie great poem... id like to say i can relate but this is just something i havent been through and personally wouldnt want to... and it makes me sad knowing that you have.... Your a great writer... please dont ever stop! ive read most of ur poems but id have to admit that this one id my favourite... Sometimes life puts you in the most upsetting and hurtful surroundings and it expects you to free your self... But sometimes...ie like in this situation you need more then yourself to help you get through it... Please know that im always here if you want to talk...ill always listen and ill always be there for you if u need me....
    Keep up the amazing work!!

    Love Paige
    xoxox
    Please comment some of my poems... it would really mean alot to me and would be greatly appreciated!

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