I sit here and ponder if i should tell you how i feel or if i should just keep it to myself. should i tell you how strong my affection is or lie and say i loathe you. Do i say how every morning i awake so lighthearted that when i hear you voice that i know my love for you is steadfast or do i deceive you and tell you how tedious you are and every time i see you it makes me so nauseated. Do i pronounce i long for you touch and to feel your warm breath flow across my neck or tell you never to embrace me so i don't go weak in the knees. So it comes down to do i speak my feelings and hope for happiness or do i keep them inside and push you away so i don't get hurt/
