Frozen

My blood has turned to ice
frozen in my veins
stealing all the heat in my body
numbing previous pains

I lose control of my breathing
and begin shaking uncontrollably
sobbing quietly into my pillow
I gasp for air desperately

fear grips my racing heart
I struggle to slow my breath
the cold is numbing my mind
I prepare myself for death

I slowly close my eyes
feel my icy heart shatter
I drift off into eternal sleep
and leave this world forever

*yes this is a true poem although obviously i didn't die. the other night i experienced a panic attack. i was lucky i
got control of my breathing and i was lucky that i came out of it. i could have died. so i feel very blessed that i can sit here and post this poem today. hope you enjoyed it. if anyone has experienced something like this or they have questions feel free to message me.*