Thoughts Of You In Heaven

In a row of two looking so innocent
Walking together, with our pair
Inviting pleasant comments
Showing that people care

The row of two can be broken though
And independent we soon will be
Fighting for just ourselves
Longing to once again be happy

Without you the trees seem taller
The grass seems longer that I walk on
And the world seems so scary
Now that you have gone

Pair, why did you have to leave me so?
I thought that it was always going to be us
We were so safe with each other
You were the who I could trust

Now that you're not by my side
I can not find anyone to talk to
I do not want to be happy
Now that we are through

My Sister, my pair, my twin,
My best ever friend
But now you are not with me
Your life came to an end

It should have been the end for me too
We should have gone together
The heavens must be so scary without me
When we said we would last forever

Mummy isn't the same no more;
I think you were her favourite twin
I don't think she loves me no more
Her hate is shown from within

Since you left me here; alone
My world has become so dark and cold
See when you died I didn't just loose you
That was the beginning of what's going to unfold

Mum and dad blamed it on me
Said it was my fault you were hit by that car
They said that it was all down to me
And that I should have seen it from afar

I wish you were here with me
So you could tell them it wasn't all me
I didn't mean to throw the ball
And the car I really didn't see

I wish I could take it all back
I didn't want to loose you this way
We were meant to go together
But now I'm lonely day by day

Sister you know that we were special
And you knew that I loved you so
So why is it that you died?
Why did you have to go?

Remember the times when we got in trouble?
And we would giggle all night
Then mum would tell us of, and we would hold it back
Then smile and say it was alright

What about that time when we scared dad?
And played that silly trick
We made him think that the spiders where real
Then run away really quick

I'm so lonely without you
Mum and dad never laugh with me like before
I think they miss you too sis
...Or thy just don't love m no more

I hope that heaven is just like we thought
And that the angels are friendly too
I hope that you come back to see me
Because I'm really missing you!