Misunderstood

You never take me seriously
You don't know how i feel
I hate that you think you know me
And that you think that your the real deal

I can't believe you think you know
Everything that goes on through my mind
Well honey I'm sorry to say
I don't know what it is you're going to find

For i don't even know
What goes on in that confined space
Everything is so messed up right now
Filled with so many thing's i wish could be erased

Some-days i wake up
And think why am i still here
Whilst sitting in my bed, thoughts running wild
I feel my eyes well up with a tear

That tear begins to fall
Slowly down my cheek
I try to get out of bed
But my body is simply too weak

I feel so empty and fragile
Like, I'm about to break
Why do i always feel like this
I don't know how much more of this i can take

I wish i could close my eye's
To the world that is around
Block out all the noise
Block out all my senses of sound

Only to be able to think straight
To clear my messed up mind
To forget everything that's bad in my life
To leave it all behind

I wish for it all to be forgotten
All out of my life for good
For people to see the real me
And not as someone misunderstood!