Residing within a thought,
The only one I've ever fought.
Avoiding the truth inside,
I'll loook for an escape to the outside.
Lying to cover up my guilt,
I'll have to climb over the lies I have built.
Tripping over another grave,
Of those who I have tried to save.
Lurking behind a shadow of doubt,
Afraid of letting it all out.
Crying myself to sleep,
I try my hardest not to weep.
Promising to let my soul die,
So I can just live on only one lie.
Screaming alone in the very pits of my heart,
I begin to avoid each pain filled dart.
Waiting for the thought to reappear,
And when it does I shall disappear.
