Inside&Outside

Inside me...
I feel the pain,
I scream silently,
I cry dry tears,
I hurt all throughout,
I try to let it out,
I trip over thousands of graves,
Of my unsettled lies.
Outside me...
The sun shines bright,
The clouds pass slowly,
The breeze changes the day,
The ederly whistle to a different tune,
The people smile and play,
The rain never seems to come,
And ruin just another perfect day.