Heading for death

Pain grows within me every day,
why does it stay,
I want to be free,
why can't it let me be.

I go on every day with a fake smile,
why can't it let me live for something worth while,
I want it to end,
and my heart to mend.

It grows everyday inside of me,
why can't you all see,
behind these eyes live pain,
as I stand in the rain.

With my eyes in cold stare,
this is to much to bare,
no one would care,
this my evil nightmare.

Of no one understanding what I am in,
and I am in a corner pinned,
I can't see the light,
I am losing this fight.

I am on the ground,
and not being found,
while looking at the skies,
I am wanting to die.

It starts to snow,
and my blood starts to flow,
from my wrists,
with nothing in the mist.

I lay their getting cold,
nothing with unfold,
torment in my eyes,
as I finally am going to die.