Hate,
A word used improperly
In most situations:
In this case,
I'm allowed to use it properly.
Murder,
A thing that happens too often:
In God's terms,
Murder is a sin,
So no one is allowed to commit it
In this case, I am allowed.
Betrayal,
A thing that causes hate
Also a thing that crosses my mind when I see you:
No one is supposed to be betrayed,
In this case, I was,
Badly.
I'm not going to play games anymore,
I really don't hate you,
I hate what you did to me,
What I really do is love you,
Want to know why?
Because you made me realize,
Just because you're close,
And you think you know a person,
Doesn't mean anything.
Thanks to you,
I don't trust many people.
I hope you are happy,
You have scarred me for life,
And for all eternity:
I will always love you for helping me realize,
That the world isn't all fun and games,
But that doesn't mean that I am thanking you for it,
I will NEVER recover fully:
My body may be,
But the memory will never leave.
The words hate,
Murder,
And betrayals are NOT too strong,
But this time I will be kind.
JJ, you know this is dedicated to you, i do love you, you are family and everything, but that was incest, and i am not going to fully recover.
