I regret the things I've told you
Drove you to this, I know
You say I haven't
But darling, I ain't blind.
Three words have changed everything
Oh, it's not the typical
"3 word I love you"...
How about "I self harm"?
You know, things get difficult
There's so much tension
I'm too afraid to say things
In case I trigger your unsteady emotions
Do you have any idea what it's like for us?
Oh yeah, I really can't talk, I know
This suicidal self harmer giving you lectures
On what effect your habits do to people
Besides that, don't you think I worry?
Don't you think I wonder if your hurt?
What methods you use? If you top yourself?
If I will wake up, getting told that your dead?
I can't watch you slip away before me
I won't let you fall apart like I have
I'll give my life, to save you from self harm
I have already ruined mine, so nothing lost
Just feeling all these feelings
It's giving me an indication
To how you felt through my attempts
And for this, I'm truly sorry
But this must show you know I do care
I am worried, I will miss you, I won't get angry
Just put down the knife and walk away
Before it's too late, and everything is gone