The story of failure in love

When I go back with my mind
I remember my first feelings that couldn't b hide
I was like a bird flying in my own sky
Always happy and always high
At the beginning I couldn't name this feeling
But then I knew that it has only 1 meaning
I thought that just falling in love makes life always bright
Till one day my sky looks strange it was the beginning of the night
It was like a struggle between mixed feelings
Which u can call love, hatred or any other meaning
I suffered a lot In my first struggle in it
But then I adapted myself a little bit
What I felt in it was a new type of pain
And I'mn't ready to repeat it again
When all these pass infront of me in a moment
I laugh out bitterly unbelieving that this had happened
In fact I don't know what 2 say
But at last I came 2 a new day
After a very long night
Full of emotions that always fight
It starts with great admiration
And ends with complete ignoration
This is the story of failure in love
Nothing could describe it even words aren't enough