What Do you do?

What do you do when you have lost the two people you thought you could trust?
the people you thought would never turn on you or hurt you.
the people you could tell your deepest darkest secrets to and they would listen and not say a word.
or what do you do when you are friends one second and hate each other the next?
or what about when you are so close to those people you consider them as family?
Honestly i don't know that answer.
Ill tell you when i figure it out.
but for now its whatever