As i sit here
the pain hurts
more and more
hes the reason for all of this
i wish i could go back
back to before we met
before i fell in love with him
before him i was happy
i was cheerful
and smiled a true smile
now my smiles are fake
fake as can be
i gave him my heart
and he smached on the ground
now all i have to show for it
is the marks on my wrists
