This is to the kid i knew
The boy i liked
The young man i fell in love with
I've said this once
I've said this twice
I love you and you are my life
Wanting to hold you im the middle of the night
Hoping one day you will make me your wife
Telling my friends how i feel about you
Letting them know that my feelings were true
You denied my love more then once
You forgot about me and lost my trust
I've been nothing but honest and faithful to you
Wishing you would say "I Love You Too"
Saying you want to be my friend and nothing more
Made me feel worthless, powerless but i still never walked out the door
After all the pain you put me through
After all the nights i cried
I prayed to god to protect you
To put guidance in your life
Hours on my knees begging God please
"Don't let us ever grow apart"
Doing all i could do
Showing you my love for you was still true
Hating every girl
Envying everyone
Jealousy arose within
Getting mad just for your attention
Was not the way to go
Haven't you noticed now i needed you?
Did i not let it show?
You taught me a lesson
That i will never forget
That love will come and it will always go
But you said Forever
And Forever i thought you would uphold
You lied to me repeatedly
Telling stories that weren't true
But i was to stupid being to blind to see that you weren't real with me
I found the truth and tried to talk to you
But your silence said it all
I told you we should not talk
Shouldn't be friends at all
I cried all that night
I cried all the next day
In fact, i cried that whole week away
I hope your happier now that im gone
But i do hope i cross your mine
So you remember what you had and what you let get away
The young woman who understood
Who still loves you to this day
Who is scared to love again
This girl needs something new
She wants to love angain but this time not with you
Asking for her heart back so she can let it mend
Praying that some day soon she can love again
I've said this once
I've said this twice
I Loved You and You Were My Life
