What I Feel Inside

Sometimes I feel so lonely inside
I just want to break down and cry
I feel so scared I don't know what to do,
People don't look at me, they tend to look through
I wish people could see who I want to be
A beautiful women just trying top break free
My minds careening on the edge of despair
My heart is lost but does anyone care
When I see my reflection my heart starts to bleed
Someone to understand is all I need
I want to be beautiful and bold
A loving person with a heart of gold
Will I every make anyone happy or proud
I feel like I'm always under an enormous rain cloud
I am so scared and so lost
I can try to be what others want but at what cost
When I look in the mirror I don't like what see
I try to please everyone else why can't I just please me