Torn

Do you know the feeling of losing a best friend?
You wish you wouldn't have met them in the end.
Agonizing pain that runs through your veins.
Constantly driving you the **** insane.
You can't escape your thoughts
You can't escape your heart.
That tells you everything's been torn apart.
You can't escape the fear
So you accumulate a ton of tears.

I'd rather be mauled and killed by a bear
Than feeling the pain n suffering just sitting here.

I scream in my pillow as loud as I can.
No one would hear me, they wouldn't understand.
I don't want to be here anymore
I gave up on the one that I adore
because things don't last forever even if you swore.
Then you look back at those notes in your drawer
You cry so much your eyes get sore.
Then you fall to the floor, Just laying in a total down pour
From your own sorrow, drowning your heart.
Knowing everything's been torn apart.