Hello

Misconcepted betrayal portrays my mind
The thoughts of my disdain where hard to find
forever believing that i couldn't be blind
To all the light before me that was shined
Of a million people trying to be so kind
Not knowing that my life on this earth was timed

From the deepest depths of my torn heart
I'll show you why i throw it all apart
Showing inside its true I'm not so smart
Is it me or did i not make it clear from the start
That this is the life known as a shit cart
Lying down goodbye its over, fallen apart

Everyone took everything from me they could
Give it back to them? tell me why i should?
With the cloak and dagger underneath the hood
Turn around and do the same? yeah i would
You wonder why my heart an soul turned to wood?
You asked me why?, my answer, Because i could!

Please i prey take away all this pain
i know i went wrong portrayed my disdain
i tried to block myself out of this frame
but this was too hard dam hard game
you never saw what was in it for me to gain
why not? coz the life i lead has to much shame